Last night I suddenly had a little freak-out.
Thankfully one of my roommates was out and the other one had just gone to bed.
All of a sudden I realized that I finally became a "big girl". And for some reason that made me feel like I was all alone.
I just started my new job (salary, not hourly pay, and benefits!) on Wednesday at DK and that involved paperwork. Which included W-something tax forms.
And for the first time ever, "no one else can claim me as a dependent."
I'm officially independent!
And in my late-night mind last night, that somehow went from being awesome and exciting to completely scaring me. Seriously, I started pacing around my bedroom and maybe even shed a few tears. I looked my ugly-crying face in the mirror and asked myself why I felt like this.
And I realized it was because I was completely exhausted and couldn't even think straight.
So I went to bed.
And today I felt a lot better =)
Hope you saw Channing Tatum on SNL tonight!! Mmmmm....
-Jules
